N change either , all I see is despair , I haven't had one good day here. Yup I feel sorry for myself , and yes that's pathetic and childish but yer know what , I couldn't care less , I am so angry the whole time , I wake up angry I get angrier all day then I got to bed angry. I want to get violent , smack some life into the locas , the builders espescially. Overcharging incomers , not returning phone calls , never replying to calls. Not wanting to work on old houses because it's too much hard work , ah , shame. Only wanting to build nice new timber frame kit bungalows, pathetic.