I get so bored of being tired , tired tired all the time , why ? I'm told because I have an illness , a virus that is eating my Liver and who knows what else. At least I can't find a consensus of opinion on the matter , some say it will affect the brain some deny this , some say it will affect muscle tissue , bones , mood and so on. All I can say is I feel knackered very often intersprsed with pains in my legs that make me want to cut them off. I won't die though , or give in to the little bastards , a virus ? any idea how small that is ? What annoys me is that catching it was nooooo fun either , the daily nightmare of adiction , withdrawal , fix , now a thing of my past but not forgotten lightly. Then there was the booze , hammering my Liver for years and years , whilst the poor old organ wasunder attach by the viral spawn of satan , still what I've forgotten is to be grateful for , at least I can only remember some of the gut churning times , the constant fear the neverending cravings , the standing outside asda at 8 O'clock waiting always waiting.